about life...

When I feed my dog, I've always wondered that how it would be if I was to be "Him" for a day....to me, he's just so "Free" compared to me!
All he does is just enjoy the moment! eat, run around, bark at strangers, play, drinks, sleep, and make me happy, and enjoy his moments....
He knows when it's time to eat, time to go for a walk...time to shit & piss. It's a routine for him....
We human have alot more goin on in life! Whether it's for the better or worse...I guess we'll never know until....we die, maybe?

Sometimes, I wish that I could be as free as my dog, free from the strong responsibility, work, debts, free from chasing the things in life.....house, car, relationships, money etc & etc...

....society shape me into what I'm today or do I shape myself into what I'm? I dunno. Is it fated or can it be changed? I dunno.

Would I be contented? Am I happy? Would I be proud of what i've achieved thus far? Did I have a good life? if today is the last day of my life? Maybe? I really don't know....but one thing for sure is that DEBTs that I have with the banks.