Working life...

Sometimes I really struggle to understand the task that I need to do! I've been at 1 company all my working life...its good as I'm confortable here...boss even upgraded me to a shareholder...but the thing is that its a small company and I'm required to get businesses in...been doing that for the past couple of years.Not that it isnt good but I feel that lately I'm losing sight of my future...

I'm worried that I've lost the burning passion & desire for to do advertising. I've been for a holiday to just freshen up my mind on work...dont seems to work anymore...


I would like to get out of advertising and venture into something slightly different..maybe fashion or even food business...( :) Always wanted to get a beach cafe up!)But all these needs money...which I have very limited of.

heck..dunno what I really wanted....sometimes just want to quit everything and wished that I can do it without having to worry about any of my credit card debt, loans or mortgages....

Life sucks...coz I've never gotten over these debts! They keep coming...is this what's life all about? Chasing dreams? Chasing financial independance?
Getting a house, car, insurance, medical, etc...never seems to earn enough to keep up with the current needs/wants.

Cant it be more simpler? When times you just sit down and watches time pass by without worrying about all these materials/finances!

Well...think it all boils down to the certain individual...I think...I think sometimes I think too much for my own good!

Phuket after Tsunami

Me at Kamala Beach (with Tsunami warning signage behind)


Koh Phi Phi


Koh Khai Nok

Was just doing some cleaning on my computer and came across some pictures of phuket when I was there early this year...
Enjoyed myself there, rented a jeep and drove around the island.
The meals in Phuket isn't really cheap...as I thought it would be.
I think alot of western tourist are flocking into Phuket compared to
Bali (after recent bombing on the indonesian island) as well as the recent drug related arrests!

Scarlett Johansen

I think she's gorgeous n classy.

Steve Irvin a.k.a. Crocodile Hunter

It sucks, but on the other hand, it's a happy ending. Steve was never afraid of breaking his ankle, so he got to dance life for as long as the music would play.

I'll miss his crazy ways of narrating a situation with his aussie accent and expressions, me and my friends use to mimic him and all of us would have a good laugh at the end!

There are very few people out there who understand animals. Very few people who see them as equals and mourn for their deaths and the like. Very VERY few people realize that animals have souls like us. It's heartning in a world full of poachers and animal abusers to know that there are people out there who care for them just as much.

Here, I wishes HIM all the best in his afterlife.

Being unwell

Wow, It's been about a week now since I've been sick! Having sorethroat, flu and slight fever!
The fever have gone away....still with severe coughing. Hopefully be getting better soon.

Anwyay, it's been kinda of a weird week for me! doing nothing much coz not well, but still went for my regular soccer game on sunday, drew 1-1, so cant confirm our standing till next week, we at top, but our rivals have got 1 game in hand.

I'm actually feeling a little odd lately as the thought of "Relationship" creeps into my sane mine again! The thought of what to do with my relationship! or even if I'm going into one; or having one!

Yeah, I know, I'm really confused! I've confused myself and maybe I'm confusing people around me!

Until I've sorted this out ( dunno how yet), I think I'll be staying dazed for a while!