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Friday, September 15, 2006

Current happenings

Well nothing much to blog about today….went to Port Dickson to check out the Yatch Club there…having an event there next month. The weather nowadays seems to be cloudy/hazy...

My ex called me yesterday for a drink, didn’t make it as I’ve got futsal game!
Well she is actually my ex/ex…if I consider my relationship with … is lawful!

We should be meeting sometime next week, as I’ve promised her…just to catch up…. haven’t meet her for about maybe 6mth or 1 year (dunno really can’t remember!) We’ve been apart for about 2.5 yrs!
Actually come to think about it, don’t really know the actual reason that we broke up…we just drifted apart! One day I’ve just moved my all stuff out from the house…and that was it! Don’t think that we’ve have an official break up talk!

Is that normal? – if some one is reading this…pls share your thought with me!

We’ve still keep in touch every now n then, I still believe that she’s my most compatible partner so far…

Wow! I’ve just realise that I’ve not been in a relationship for 1 year! Seems like it’s been ages ago!

But I seems to be enjoying being single...is this normal(again)?
They are moments when I don't wanna be single..times which I want to share my thoughts, foods, experiences, just someone who I can talk to....someone to complain...vent my views...someone to listen....most importantly someone that I can share deep thoughts without me worrying about being betrayed or without worrying that my thoughts will be pass on to other people. Basically someone that I can trust without having second thoughts (and of couse, vice versa)!

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Italian Footballers


Just going through a old magazine ( cant remember the name, its a UK edition, June 06 issue), and found this ad. I like it because:

1. They are all footballers ( nice body & tan, always dream of a body like that!)
2. D&G
3. the underwears
4. the photography, lighting & prop settings (althought most of the quality is lost as I snap this from digicam!)
5. Nationalistic attitude of Italians(Italian brand using italians models)

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

The Blue Day

Had this sent to my by a close friend, think its kinda true...


The Blue Day

Everybody has blue days.
These are miserable days when you feel lousy,
Grumpy,
Lonely,
And utterly exhausted.

Days when you feel small and insignificant,
When everything seems just out of reach,
You can't rise to the occasion,
Just getting started seems impossible.

On blue days, you can become paranoid that everyone is out to get you.
You feel frustrated and anxious,
which can induce a nail-biting frenzy,
that can escalate into a triple-chocolate-mud-cake eating frenzy in a blink of an eye!

On a blue day, you feel like you're floating in an ocean of sadness.
You're about to burst into tears at any moment and you don't even know why.
Ultimately, you feel like you're wandering through life without purpose.
You're not sure how much longer you can hang on.
And you feel like shouting "Will someone shoot me please?!"

It doesn't take much to bring on a blue day.
You might just wake up not looking and feeling your best,
Find some new wrinkles,
Put on a little weight,
or get a huge pimple on your nose.

You could forget your date's name,
or have an embarrassing photograph published.
You might get dumped, divorced or fired,
make a fool of yourself in public,
be afflicted with a demeaning nickname,
or just have a plain old, bad hair day.

Maybe work is a pain in the butt.
You're under major pressure to fill someone else's shoes,
your boss is picking on you,
and everyone in your office is driving you crazy.

You might have a splitting headache,
or a slipped disk,
bad breath,
a dodgy filling,
chronic gas,
dry lips,
or a nasty in-grown toe nail.

Whatever the reason, you're convinced that someone up there doesn't like YOU.

Oh, what to do? What to doooo?

Well, if you're like most people,
you'll hide behind a flimsy belief that everything will sort itself out.
Then you'll spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder,
waiting for everything to go wrong all over again.
All the while, becoming crusty and cynical,
or a pathetic, sniveling victim.
Until you get so depressed that you lie down and beg the earth to swallow you up.

This is crazy!
Because you're only young once,
And you're never old twice.

Who knows what fantastic thing is just around the corner?

After all, the world is full of amazing discoveries,
things you can't even imagine now.

There are delicious, happy sniffs and scrumptious snacks to share.
Hey, you might end up fabulously rich,
or become a huge superstar!

Sounds good doesn't it?
But wait, there's more!

There are handstands,
and games to play,
and yoga,
and sing-alongs
and wild, crazy bohemian dancing.

But best of all,
there's ROMANCE.
Which means long, dreamy stares,
whispering sweet-nothings,
Cuddles,
smooches,
more smooches,
and even MORE smooches,
A frisky love bite or two,.
and then well... ANYTHING goes.

So, how can you find that blissful "just sliding into a hot bubble bath" kinda feeling?

It's easy.

First, stop slinking away from all those nagging issues.
It's time to Face The Music.

Now, just relax. Take some deep breaths.
Try to meditate if you can.
Or go for a walk to clear your head.
ACCEPT the fact that you have to let go of some EMOTIONAL baggage.
Try seeing things from a DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE.

Maybe you're actually the one at fault.
If that's the case, be big enough to say you're sorry.
If someone else is doing the wrong thing, stand up tall and say "That's not right and I won't stand for it!"
It's okay to be forceful.

Be proud of who you are,
But don't lose the ability to laugh at yourself.
This is a lot easier when you associate with positive people.

Live everyday as if it was your last, because one day, it will be.

Don't be afraid to bite off more than you can chew.
Take BIG risks.
Never HANG BACK. Get out there and go for it.
After all, isn't this what life is all about?

Monday, September 11, 2006

Coffee.....

Had a cup of coffee @ friend's place yesterday while watching Medical Investigation on TV3....kinda interestin show that i've watch for the first time! But the cast seems to good looking to be in Medical line, they dont look like the average nerd doctors...well I guess its hollywood! everything is nice & pretty!

Back to the topic....I used to sleep regardless of the amount of caffeine intake I had ( but that was a few years back! and used to be able to sleep anywhere)...but I guess age seems to be catching up...Had only 1 cup of coffee @ 9 pm...and I was struggling to get any sleep at night..was up till 3.30am..gosh..my body must be going thru hell..must be ageing process or symptom...and its monday today...damn lazy to get up for work. Had to drag myself out of bed!

Angels

Angels

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall

Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead