I've confessed!

Wow! What a feeling! I've confessed that I like her....after about 2 months of crazy times & alot of emotional (well I felt that way...mentally my emotions have been running high)..
I did it at Paddington's Pancake @ Curve. Not a very romantic place. But! Anyway I've taken alot of courage to do it!!
And she said yes! phew! I was taking a chance! Coz she was away for 2 days for an event and said we'll need to take to 2 days to sort stuffs out...basically thinking about going into the 1st step of the relationship! Coz both of us was a little drunk when we first agreed to be an item...

So now, I was sitting facing her...and we chatted about other stuff that "actually does not matter much"! my heart was pounding when she said she's got something to give me!
She likes to write! alot! She said she've written something for me...since I like to read! It was a piece of paper folded...and its hand written..she must have done it when she was away...
she said the letter comes with a box!

I felt that was a rejection letter! She said that it was "good news" inside...but I was actually reluctant to open and read it...coz good news may not be good to me.....there's so many what if's running back & forth in my mind just like atoms bouncing everywhere!

What if she said I wasn't the one...it was jus the alcohol! What if I was too dumb for her!
what if she only in it for fun!

Then..she asked me to read the letter....and I open it slowly... As I was reading the 1st couple of lines I felt that all that was goin on on my mind 30 seconds earlier are all rubbish!
Again my mind & heart was driving me nuts!

She said she'll give "us" a chance..and I'm so glad about it! I then said that I'll be giving my full attentions...body, mind & soul!

Gosh, if she have said no...I'll be devastated!

And we're , well I'm still over the moon about us! Ya, also the letter comes with a box, she told I could open the box if i've broken her heart! Which I do not intend to....she's so romantic! I intend to keep the box closed forever!